Monday, October 24, 2011

The Great Salt Lake
































...

The Lake.


She saw it looming in front of her like an immense piece of black glass.
Like obsidian.
It looked like a black hole—once you were lost in it you could never be found.
But something about it drew her in—pulled her closer. Made her want to see for herself what was waiting under the surface.

She knew she had to go. 
She had no fear.

She walked to the edge of the rotting wood and stepped out of her boots.
She tugged at her dress and pulled it over her head, letting it drop to the ground.
She undressed till there was nothing left to take off.
No rings
No watch
No earrings
It was just her and her skin.

She stood there and closed her eyes.
She felt the breeze tickle her skin.
She heard the lapping sounds against the rocky shoreline.

And without a second thought she inhaled deeply and leapt out over the edge.

The first thing to hit was her left big toe.
For a split second it danced across the surface then slipped away into the black abyss below.
Her foot followed, disappearing in a split second.

Her legs, groin, belly, hands, arms, chest, neck, lips, nose, ears, eyes, forehead and hair followed.

She sank deeper and deeper into the dark.
She hung there—suspended in one place like a marionette.
Suspended in time like an ant frozen in amber.

Her eyes fluttered open.

Out of the nothingness she saw, she seemed to see everything.
From the piercing silence, it was as though she could hear the whole universe speaking to her.

She let the darkness take her and quietly, she slipped away. 

And then, just as swiftly as her body had sunk, it rose once again to the surface.
And she took a breath.
And she floated away.

She became an abstraction.

She was nothing but white skin against black water.
A small catch-light against a black pupil.

And finally she was free. 

...

A rumination on water. What is yours? Keep it in mind as you peruse these.
Lots of Love, 
-Lo


Tuesday, October 4, 2011

The Kids Are Alright



























































































Why do we so often take our friends for granted?
Our beautiful, talented, amazing friends? The people who keep us from going crazy. The people who support us in all our endeavors. The people who shape who we become and inspire everyday.
Our go-to therapists.
Our shopping buddies.
Our out-on-the-town partners in crime.
Our shoulder to cry on.
Our families when we can't be with the actual ones (Or we need a little break from them).
Losing a friend this year has made me realize that the people who lift us up on a daily basis are far too important to let slip away. She has made me understand just how fleeting our lives really are. Just how precious our moments here all together are.
I don't want to make this post a big long mushy rant about how fantastic the people in my life are--I hope they already know how much I love them and how important they all are to me (That, and I fear I'm beginning to sound like a broken record going on and on about you crazy kids in every damn post). I just wanted to show off the fantastic people in my life and to say thank you for making me a better person than I ever thought I could be. Thank you for being my pillars, my rocks, my constants--you know who you are, and this is for you, regardless of whether I've photographed you or not...

Love You, Miss You, and Thank You. And for the record, y'all are more than alright...
-Lo

Some Notes.
1. Molly (Sex!)
2. Frasier (#ThugLife)
3. Paxton
4. Miguel
5. Wyatt
6. Daniel
7. Liz & Emma (Genie Babes)
8. David
9. Kendall (Gaga Loves You)
10. Ivy
11. Kate (The Most Beautiful Man I Know)
12. Lena (Ringmaster)
13. Sophie (Solid As A Rock)
14. Kira
15. Roya & Rachid
16. ROYGBIV (A Tisket, A Tasket)
17. Meredith
18. Maggie R.I.P (Man Ray's Tears